Someone...please kill him

I finally got around to starting the Boot camp by Billy Blanks. All I can say is can someone please shoot him? I mean seriously, I don't think I ever sweat that much in my life, and I'm FAT! It's definitely one kick ass work out and I didn't get bored either. So it was fun, and I'm glad that I could hit the pause button because if I had to do this in real life, man, he would totally kick my butt for slacking off. I would tell him to piss off because I just quit smoking and I am FAT!

status: still sore like a mo-fo. Chest hurts like a mo-fo. everything hurts like a mo-fo.

Stupid weekend

Rested over the weekend. Still a bit sore, but makin it. Hit the gym again this morning. Getting up sucks balls but afterwards I feel better than poo.

status: still feel fat, but I feel like I can take on the world!

Can you say OUCH!

I started working out yesterday. And today I am more sore than I have been in a long while. It feels strangely good. Kinda how you would keep poking at a scab.

But it does feel good to be up and running, literally. Well not a lot of running, but a damn hella lot of speed walking. hehe.

It also felt good to hit the weights again too.

I'm hurting pretty bad right now so I'm gonna keep this short.

current weight: still too fat to say and too scared to really check.

Let's get physical

After many years of just being a vegetable, I now have to get into some serious shape.

I know I've had those spurts of working out regularly, then I'd stop because of some stupid reason or other, like its too cold, it's raining, or I'm just too tired. Well NO MORE!

What makes this time so different from the rest? Well, my brother is getting married this year, which means family photo fun! I dont want to be forever that fat ass in the family photo.

I can't beleive how out of shape I have gotten. It didnt seem to be THAT bad, but when I got some pics back, I fully realized how fat I got. Oye.

Has anyone had the reverse bulimia thing? Where mentally I picture myself as how I was before, for some reason I just can't picture myself as this fat guy.

But not anymore!

I even went so far as to buy Billy Blanks bootcamp.

So wish me luck.