Alcohol + Tea

Is it considered cheating if I mix alcohol with tea? Tea helps you lose weight, but alcohol...well... we all know hwat alcohol does.

I didnt eat any of hte snacks or the yummy munchies. But I definitely should have, because all of them liquids don't look so good coming back up.

ahh...drunken stupor. We all need a way to vent.

Weigh Too Much

With all of this working out, I have been noticing that my cravings for foods have increased. More specifically, my cravings for sweets.

Anyone else experience this? Not chocolate, but really, REALLY sweet things. Jolly ranchers...the green ones.

Couple more pounds down, many more to go.

Weight: I aint sayin anything yet.

Emotional status: pretty good. A little depressed for some unknown reason, but other than that. Pretty good.

daily duties

It is my duty to keep working out.

It is my duty to get into shape

I hate being fat.

I hate looking at myself.

I hate the way others look (don't) at me.

Billy....I wish it wasn't as easy as turning off the dvd player to not work out.

my goodness

Finally I am a bit better and able to get back to the gym. After the accident, I never thought I'd be able to get back on my feet. But all is well. Today was my first day back at the gym.

It was definitely painful. I haven't totally healed yet, but I'm able to do some cardio. Nothing too hard and strenuous. I must admit though that being on pain killers and in bed all day has really changed my lifestyle. I loved it, but I also hated it.

It felt funny being on painkillers all day because I felt like I wasn't really there, but I was still there. Definitely surreal.

All in all, I'm glad I'm still alive and back at the gym.

C'mon Billy! Get my fat ass in shape!